Monday, July 18, 2005
haiish.
duno warts wiib miie.
perhaps iits jus mood swiings ?
haiish.
duno nahhs.
everythiin seems soo meaniingless n colorless tto miie.
warts wiib mua liife ?!
fwens seems tto be diisappeariing.
ii miight be luffiin n smiiliin all dae longg.
but who noes iim happy ornt.
newaes who wiill care abt miie ?
even kenneth. mua 8yrs+ gd fwen.
he may seems tto care.
but who noes wart happen when we`re out ?
iim owaes owaes got left out.
reason beiing iim too extra.
eu ppl miight tiink goiin out wiib kenneth n aloysius iish a happy tiing fer miie.
but eu`re wrongg.
biig biigg wrongg.
they often left miie out.
they seems tto care abt miie,,
but do they really care ?
ans iish obviiously no.
dino noes y iim owaes gets left out.
not conviinent tto name em out.
ppl who wana noe ask miie personally bahhs.
iim really tiiredd of every siingle tiingg.
real real real tiiredd.
no one seems to be dere fer miie.
gd fwens ard miie lyk dino iish owaes bz wiib bf andd stuffs.
not a siingle one even hab tym fer miie.
even alicia.
she`s owaes bz watchiin tbee.
sumtyms on e fone wiib herr,,
ii really duno wart can ii sae tto herr.
when kenneth called iin,,
she seems tto hab lots of tiingss tto tok abtt.
after he hangg up e fone,,
sliient iish all we habb.
haiish.
warts wiib mua liife ?!
y iiziit bcumiin lyk tiish ?!
iim not blamiin anyone.
iim blamiin muaself.
iim e reason who causedd everythiing.
e reason tt causedd everyone tto get hurt.
e reason tt causedd everyone tto be unhappy.
iim useless. real useless.
jerry saiid he`ll takiie of miie n ii`ll takiie of hiim.
iits only a SAE.
no one wiill take mua wordds seriiously.
everyone wiill tiinks iim owaes jokiin.
haiish.
iim jus siimply useless.
Written @11:35 PM
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